I don't know what to believe, i'm happy - i'm happier than I've been in a while and everything feels so fucking good! But is this for real or is this just a game to you?
I know that we have a past together, a past that is far from good but I still care for you, I still like you - more than you could imagine - more than even I could imagine. I should be hating you, I should want to shut you out of my life, and believe me for a while I almost did, but here I am... Thinking about you, longing for your touch.
I'm not going to let these feelings fuck up my life, I'm going to take them as they come. I've missed the summer I spent with you 'cause I had so much fun, it was the best summer of my life and these past days that I've spent with you has been amazing. I finally came alive and the hole that I had got filled - you filled it.