I gotta stop being so afraid of letting people in, I gotta stop having this thick wall between me and the people I meet. If I won't allow myself to get hurt, how am I suppose to find someone who really cares about me? Someone that'll love me and my faults, and the scars I have. Someone that won't care about all the things I've been through, that one person that'll love me no matter what. That one person who'd walk through fire for me, and only me.
But how do you do that? What do you answer when someone ask about your past? Someone that you might actually fall for. Should you tell them about all the horrible things or should you just let them hang there, in silence? If he says he wants to get to know me, what the hell do I tell him? I don't want him to run away and leave me with a broken heart just because I have a very troubled past. And I don't want to open up to him and let him in, if he won't stay with me..