God, there's so many feelings inside of me that wants to come out but I don't know how!
All I know is that he makes me smile, and he makes my heart beat faster. Everytime my phone vibrates my heart starts to pound real hard and it feels like my body's gonna break into pieces, because I want it to be him. And when it is, I just stop breathing. I hold my breath while I read his text, and often - like every text I get from him, I read it with a smile. Just the thought of him puts a smile on my face. And I miss him, so badly. All I want is to be in his arms, lie on his bed and talking, laughing or watching a movie, just enjoying life. I want to spend time with him, get to know him and believe it or not, I want him to get to know me.