I know that they do it out of love, but I'm starting to get really sick of all the "how are you feeling?" questions now. And for the record I'm fine, I really am. The doctor said; no need to worry, not yet anyway. So I'm not worried, not until they say I should be.
And yes, it still hurts. My heart still beats so heavy that it hurts, but it's getting better each day. The pills is starting to show some effects and it is starting to beat normal for the first time since last Sunday, and it feels amazing! But yeah, I shouldn't lie. I am scared - like hell..