I'm afraid.. My chest and heart has been hurting for two days, and today it hurt so much that I had to take one of the pills that the doctor gave me for the pain. I don't wanna go back to how it was, I really really don't. But I'm starting to get really really afraid that I might.. I need to learn how to relax!
But, hopefully it'll all get better in a few days. I've got 12 work days left of this year, and after those 12 days I never have to go back to that awful place. After Thursday in two weeks I refuse to set my foot in that house one more time, I'm so sick of this place. I wanna go home, now.