Saturday, December 18, 2010
I'm a tightrope walker I can't find my circus and I'm damaged beyond repair.
I'm starting to think I'm not capable of missing someone, of loving someone with all my heart. I'm starting to wonder if I'll ever feel something for someone, true feelings and not only something I want myself to feel. What if I am bound to be alone for the rest of my life, no love - no feelings at all for someone else. Just me and my fucking thoughts. God, I want to feel something for someone else, I want to feel love. I want to be loved, and I want to love.