Wednesday, November 14, 2012

I'm okay when I'm sleeping.

Waking up every morning and realize that everything is still fucking fucked up is awful. Trying to go through the days without crying, or causing a scen, is even worse. Especially when the people who surrounds you are the ones who makes it awful. I'm trying to move on, I'm trying to be a good friend, I'm trying to be okay.

I just want this nightmare to be over. I want everything to go back to normal. Or at least as normal as it can get. I want to go back to my country, to my friends, to my family. I want to be surrounded by people who care about me. I want to feel loved and appreciated.

I'm okay when I'm sleeping. So I should probably go back to sleep and sleep through the day, so I can wake up tomorrow and head for the airport and the plane that will take me away from this place.

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